Wednesday, September 15, 2010
♥ 时间过得很快
黄湘云。你要加油哦!咬紧牙更,冲完最后这一短路。终点就在眼前! =D
8:00 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
♥ Graduation
1) I can graduate on April finally! =D
2) My GPA is 5.4 currently. and 5.5 is for high achievers, and I can apply for honours degree. This gives me a sense of achievements. I really have to work hard for the next 6 subjects, and I can be qualified le. =D
But the question is, should I study honours????
4:42 PM
Friday, August 27, 2010
♥ Updates! =D
Graduating Soon:
Yup, I'm back in Adelaide again, and I'm doing my last semester. After this semester, 1 more summer school to go, and I'll graduate already.
E-Challenge:
This semester is really hectic. I participated in E-challenge, and this competition have taken up most of my time. Many commitment, determination and contribution needed.... But, honestly, I've learned lots of things.
Daffodil Day:
And then, I volunteered in Cancer Council, Daffodil Day. =D Yesterday and today, I enjoyed raising funds for the needys. 做好事,果然心情好。 =D
Sick again:
However, as now is changing season period, from winter to spring, the weather is very unstable.... guess what, I'm sick again. =( Haish. Same symptoms always; sore throat, cough, headache, etc.
Germany Trip
But anyway, good news is that I'm going to Germany during the September break! =D I'm excited about it... this gonna be my first time in my life travelling so far away... =D
Updates done.
7:20 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
♥ 没人要的小女孩。
看到身边的朋友,一个个的都有了男朋友,一个个的结婚。我心里是羡慕的,还是嫉妒的呢?看到这个blog的朋友, 请你们不要误会。就算是我存有一点点地嫉妒心,我也不会做出不因该做出的事啦。
但是,就是看到你们,一对对的,我觉得很孤独,很寂寞。女强人,原来是没那么容易做的。女人,有时候也是想要有人疼爱,想要有个可以依靠的肩膀啊。
// 昨天晚上,我拒绝了个男的。原因很简单。因为,我不知道我是不是真的已经放下前男友了。我也不知道现在是不是对的时候谈恋爱。怎么样说,现在我已经是大学最后一年了。学业是不是因该比较重要呢?不因该份心吧。//
等着我自己的心。可以彻底忘记他。可以彻底放下他那天,才是我真正得到解脱的时候。。。
4:54 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
♥ Ding Tai Fung
Mummy started complaining about being late. blah blah blah..
Kor kor started arguing with mummy....
Papa stepped in, attempting to stop the argument...
Mummy and kor kor join forces and argued with papa...
Ah ma said something to stop the argument, but failed..
It was chaotic. Mummy ask for my comment, and I had no choice but to reply 'no comment. 无可奉告'. Cos I know, whatever I say, will only make things worst. Why does a family outing always turn out unpleasant? Everyone was arguing and there are no shared topics.
Whatever. I regretted going on this trip. Should've dated some friends and go out with them instead.
3:45 PM
♥ Life is always good in Singapore
I've gotten back my results for Semester 1. It turn out to be great, despite all those cryings and weepings. Guess what? HRM - 70. IM - 78. Mgt II - 79. MC - 73. It is really unexpected and surprising. I'm really delighted and excited at the same time when papa told me about my results (he checked it for me, since I didn't dare to do it at first). Anyway, I say, 观音娘娘 listened to my prayers, and answered to it. And I've went to temple to 还愿 last Sunday too. =D
Has been really sick last week, and recovered soon enough. Got really energetic (after all those napping for 5 days straight) and went to Botanic Garden on Monday with Kel. She's really a good friend. Always happy-go-lucky, and we are always gossiping. She begin to call me a bim, and I call her a bo. So when the two of us are together, we are Bimbos.... hahas! and I called Yvonne Bimbostic. Lols!
Then went to KTV with Kel and FH on Tuesday. Honestly, I spend most of the time taking pics, trying to hit our target, 400 photos. Hahas! so uploaded many lame pics on fb lo. =X. Rested on Wednesday and start to chiong again on Thursday.
Went shopping trip with Pamela and Yvonne on Thurs, and went to salon with Pam on Fri. I dyed a lighter and nicer brown, and the hair stylist name is Carmen. She's really good. hahas! And I love my hair colour now. I begin to think that I'm look more like Jay Jay now, since he has brown fur and I have brown hair. Hahas!
Today, Saturday, went out again with Yvonne and Pam to watch Inception. And its really a good movie. Nice, playing with dreams. Sometimes, I do think that whether I am living in a dream now and I might wake up some days.... hahas! kind of weird thought I have right?
Have been chatting with Yen lots recently. We are really good friends now. Lots of craps and jokes. hahas! I figured are that we are far more better as friends than as bf and gf. No restrictions, no obligations. Although sometimes I do think a bit further, like as in, 'what if we are in a relationship now, how would it be like?'. But I always ended up with a conclusion, 'it doesn't matter. 感情的事,可遇不可求。一切随缘' Which seems really chim to Kel. hahahas!
Oh! by the way, I did many shopping this whole week.. its kind of my 'shopaholic kicks in' again! and I think I just bought 6 pairs of shoes (incld. online one) this week. Quite ridiculous actually. But I'm trying to go the 'matured' 路线 now. Realised that I've turned 20, and its time for me to wear more matured clothings already, and wear matured shoes, use matured bags. hahas! Hence, I've bought a few matured blouses, and of those 6 pairs of shoes, 5 pairs are high heeled. =X
Enough is enough. I'll stop shopping already... My next shopping trip will be 2 months later, in Sept when I come back to Singapore again.
12:28 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
♥ reviving my blog..
Alright! time to start blogging again...
Some updates:
1) Yes, I've got my Australia Driving licence le. =D 2 months ago. which is a good thing, since I can drive. Intending to convert it into Singapore when I get back next week.
2) I'm now doing my last week of this semester, exams... 3 more subjects to go. Michelle, Jia You!
3) I only left 1 winter school, 1 semester 2, 6 more subjects to go before graduation..
The other day my housemate, Angela, asked me, what have I learn from being an international student for 4 yrs.
Yes, I've learn alot of things... being a young girl at the age of 16, I begin to venture out to overseas, alone, without any relatives or friends.. People tend to call me a brave girl, but I doubt so. In fact, I think that I quite stupid. Overseas life, may sound relaxing, something new, fun, exciting... But its never the case when you really experience it. For this 4 yrs, I'm always homesick. and being homesick, affects ur health, studies, emotions....
The outside world, in overseas context, is never that perfect as what others thing. I suffer alot to begin with, in this outside world, without family support, without friends support.... I have to take the burden all down to my shoulders... The very first 2 months when I came over to Adelaide, I was already chased out by my homestay uncle, in the middle of the night, for no reasons. he is just drunk, or whatever. I don't know.... What did I learn? I learn to protect myself.... be protective and not get bullied anymore
For the 2nd year of my Adelaide experience, barely the age of 18, I really have to fight with most china girls. What did I learn? I learn to be cunning, and not to trust people easily... I hated to be that way. When I look at my friends in Singapore, they are all so simple, and happy..... But girls, the outside world is always complicated..... Especially when you have to live with china people, its a no choice factor, just have to learn to protect urself, and at the same time, attack others... and every single day is psychology war...
For my 3rd year of Adelaide, living becomes rather stable, since I've finally found a singaporean girl and moved in with her. But studies for the first half year is never easy. because, I'm still stuck in the China environment college..... But I'm glad that I smoothly completed my Degree Transfer studies.. at the second half of the year, I went into University of Adelaide, year 2, happily, and guess what? I met a Malaysian girl, Hui Ying. honestly, she is the first luck i ever found in Adelaide... (can u believe it? after 2.5 yrs?) We quickly became best friend. I think, she's kind of like fated to be my friend.. because, sometimes when I think back, we really are friends very very quickly.. so fast...... just an hr talk in the lecture, and we are kind of like 'similar'. =D Our interests, family background... and both of us hated Adelaide, got homesick..... at least, something good happen in my life...
For my 4th year in Adelaide, first half year, was a struggle again. But then, this time, its because of studies.. I've decided that I should graduate half a year earlier, and hence, studied the whole year round (with no holidays!! - well, to be accurate, less than 1 month of holiday for the whole year) so I begin at January, and intend to end at last November... Its like, I've studied in Summer School (also by overloading), in Semester 1, Winter School, and Semester 2. But my hard work did pay off. Amazingly, my results for this year is above satisfactory... and I'm really happy...
*Through all these experiences, I've realised that the most unpleasant unhappiness is actually being homesick already, and at the same time, is bullied by people who are living with u, in this foreign land. I call this living stress. The less unhappiness (which is still unhappy) is to be cunning, and play psychology war with friends at school (but still, at least its kind of like acceptable?). The most happiest thing is study stress. Although I studied a year round, feel tired but I still happy. =D
5:40 AM
Monday, May 17, 2010
♥ Enlightened.
He says,
你我相识既有缘
面带笑容结人缘
布施欢喜种善缘
你对我错相惜缘
损我逆我消孽缘
生老病死了尘缘
果报好坏皆因缘
慈善喜舍修佛缘
I truly love these sentences..
5:18 PM